7/06/2008

War and Peace

....I said, "C'mon wake up!" But why! dont know..

"Such a nightmare! What is the thing that keep me from crying or awake?" he cried. He bit his thumb with all the force he got. or didn't, i couldn't remember. Such a lifeless glance! and he continued..

I'll tell you something. When I have noticed the pain of my feet, i was sitting still for hours. I stand up and opened the curtains. There was a dark stain in the upper right corner of the window. Probably i was wondering about that, if i was not feeling so bad. Than i thought, it might be good for me to get a shower. and i went to the bathroom.

-"Damn! There is no bathroom! It must be a dream.. A little more sleep would be good for putting an end to all this creepy things and i lay face down on the couch in front of the window.", he said.

- 'So, what next! you waked up and..', i said..

He became suddenly lifeless. I felt that he was seeing the wall behind of me through my eyes.

- "End", he said.

- 'What End!', i cried

He stand up, lifted his head and stared at the ceiling. At this moment, i heard someone called my name.

-'Wake up Ezeki, C'mon Ezeki wake up, you must!', the voice said

Even now, i remember very clearly. I was about to say "that was a nightmare of my life, i will not eat anything before sleep", he lowered his head and sat down.

- "no suprise, its the end.. when i waked up, there was not stain on the curtains nor bathroom was missing. But somehow, even now, there is a thing that i'm still feeling deeply. ", he said

I had never met the person which i speak for minutes. Moreover, i had no idea, where we are.
He leaned back to the chair, took a mirror and turned back to me.

- "what do you see in the mirror, Ezeki." he said.

- "obviously, i see myself" i cried. He turned the mirror himself and looked for a while. Then turned back to me again. I was still seeing my self and damn, he knows my name!

- "You probably forgot. My name is Gosp. Well, are you still seeing yourself. yourself! ?" he said

Ezeki- What is the thing such that unbelievable.. Yes!!! It is me.

Gosp- "Could you look at me again? Did not I the person you saw?"

Ezeki- When he put the mirror on the table, that was the shock of my entire life. Was not i looking carefully or from the beginning i was just speaking to myself.. "Wake me up!" i cried.

Ezeki- "I know i will wake up! Don't talk to me anymore! This is just a dream"

Gosp- "Is this dream yours or mine? It seems that only our names are different. In addition, we had dozens of different ones of this dream. As usual, you forgot again."

Ezeki- 'How!' i cried.

Gosp- "To escape from this nightmare, i had tried to pass out myself. First time, after sobering up, you was sitting still unaware of anything. At a time, i had convinced you to kill me. Shortly, i tried everything. As usual, you will be sitting after all, unaware..

Ezeki- Did you try pass me out?

Gosp- None sense, it will start over..

Ezeki- Then, We try to kill each other at the same time. I believe that is the only way to break the chain. In addition, we are only dreaming..

Gosp- "Himm. Ok, lets give it a try"

Ezeki- 'Broke the mirror and give me a piece'

We counted down from three and stab it each other at the same time.

....I said, "C'mon wake up!" But why! dont know..

*** End of the Story ***